How should I describe the feeling of being blamed for something you can't control. I really hate letting people down, I haven't been able to get better at that at all. sadly.
Eventhough I should know that you can't control everything, I just still can't help wanting to make everything work out.
What am I doing again?
Someone once told me, "You are not irreplaceable at work. If you were to leave, your boss would find a replacement the next day."
I should probably let go of negativity. Smell the fresh cut grass. Have the sun hit my face.
But I can't hear nor see anything else but criticism.
How do I describe the feeling? It's like having a giant swallow you whole and you are now inside it's stomach.
It's deafening and dark.
